Faking Church

Do you ever think that you are just going through the motions of being a Christian? I guess I have been struggling with this for sometime. Sometimes I feel that if I don't attend church that I won't be missed. I know that God will miss me. I guess I struggle everyday with getting up early to spend time with our Lord, reading my Bible and praying. Am I the only one who feels this way.

You see, I don't want to be a faker. I don't want to be just another pew warmer who is not advancing the Kingdom of God. Perhaps God is just saying stop what I am trying to do for Him and just simply be still and know that He is God.

They say that the Bible will keep you from sin but sin will keep you from the Bible. Maybe that is my problem. I just know that I have been a faker not quite a backslidden Christian but I have had my priorities all wrong. I need to begin my day with God and end my day with God. I have to not let technology that is the computer and surfing become my god. Whatever we keep our focus on becomes our god. Technology is merely a tool and not life.

Pray for me.

Time might be short for us Christians on this earth or perhaps Jesus won't be coming for His church after I am gone. I just know that Big Brother is watching all of us. Have you ever noticed how many cameras are around you wherever you go? Life is just like one of those Bourne movies. We are always being tracked. Even peons like us.

I know that there will be peace and then the end. We should keep our eyes on Israel and the rebuilding of their Temple. We should be focused on the lost that is people without Christ. I don't want to be a fake Christian anymore. Besides who am I fooling anyways.